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More Thoughts on 9/11

• Posted by Beth (Blue Star Chronicles) on September 10th, 2007 filed in The War    

About a week after the world changed on 9.11.2001, a woman in my office was carrying on about how the media was subjecting us to grotesque images on television and should stop it. She told everyone she had written a letter to the editor about it and was incensed at the reply she had gotten from the editor. He/she apparently had replied to her letter with the notion that it was horrific and that the media had a responsibility to report it.

Her sensibilities were offended. She said the sight of people jumping from windows of skyscrapers was something that no one should have to watch. She said the buildings burning and people dying was too awful. Even children might view it, she said. Why are they showing the airplanes crashing into the buildings? Why do they have to show all those people looking for their loved ones? She found it all very upsetting and had trouble sleeping at night. She had taken to renting comedies to watch so she wouldn’t have to watch the events unfold on television. She continued her letter writing campaign for a while. I don’t remember when she stopped it or if she stopped it.

At some point, I said to her that the newspaper and television didn’t do this horrible thing. They are just reporting it. This was done to us by enemies of our country. I said something to the effect that we need to see and understand what was done to us so that we can respond to the attack. We need to grieve as a nation. We need to wrap our minds around it and let it sink in. We were all in shock.

She just quit talking about it when I was around. I heard that she continued her indignation around everyone else for quite a while. I just was glad I didn’t have to listen to her anymore.

Unfortunately, as time went by, the images did start to be censored, especially the ones of people jumping from the buildings. I guess it just upset people to see that. To me though, it seemed like these people were being erased. What they endured and the choices they faced that day were being watered down and made more palatable to the rest of the population. Their sacrifice was no longer something anyone wanted to look at. Its just too ugly to contemplate.

Looking at those images makes it hard to go on with our lives as though nothing at all has happened.

I think we need to look. We need to remember. We need grieve for those who died. We need to honor those who heroically tried to save others. I think the pictures remind us of what happened and the madmen who are still determined to kill us in any way they can. They don’t care who they kill as long as they are American or Israeli. Man, woman or child.

Al-Qaeda is putting out videos in remembrance and celebration of their great victory over us that day. We should remember that too.

Do the photos offend you? Do you want to look away in horror? Do you want to pretend they don’t exist? Do they make you sad? Do they make you angry? Do you want to forget or do you want to remember and retaliate? Do you want retribution? Do you want to do what has to be done so that they won’t do this again? Have we already forgotten what we said we’d never forget?

I couldn’t look away then. I won’t look away now.

Only a few of the victims

(c/p at Blue Star Chronicles)